My real take on LIFE

By now I've realized that there is this nature of mine, I'm never satisfied with what I have. I always want more. In school, I always felt that my life was not interesting enough. Then came college. Even after getting admit into a good college, I felt that I could have done better, could have gotten into a better college. Moreover, I felt that I was forced into the specialization I had chosen for college. And then during the course of 4 years of engineering that I had to complete, I lived with the feeling that I could have done better at my academics if it were not for a few incidents that happened then. Wait, this doesn't end there. You must be wondering what a jackass this girl is! Well then, give me the honor of making you feel worse :)

OK so if the academics in college weren't enough, after college also, I did NOT seize to feel "sad" for myself. As per my plan, I was supposed to write GRE and go abroad for my higher studies. That did NOT happen! No surprises there, right? Now wouldn't you think that would make me even more pessimistic? You are right! It was like "I do not have luck" was suddenly my favorite line. Well, I did write GRE. And it was not because i did NOT get any admit, I did. But the tuition was not something that I could actually afford.

Anyway, that phase passed on. I decided to work for a year and see what's in store for me. Any guesses what would've happened? No points for guessing though! :P As expected, I found work a torture, was not satisfied and eventually ended up quitting my job to do higher studies. I was studying for an exam and then again landed up with a job i thought i liked. So, I decided to take it up, even though it required me to re-locate to another place and start over.

Now, let's see how many more phases of dissatisfaction I'll have to go through, to finally appreciate life for all the good things it has given me!!